I need to get myself together. My bad habits are coming back. I think I might get fired with me being missing too often. But I’m good.
“I never felt like I fit with anyone before now. Not anyone.” • The Student Prince
I feel that way. And im truly a fan of Merlin. And that red jacket reminds me of something and I like love his hair colour and hair cut. damn
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OMG whats happening? I pray and hope you’re well. Whatever you’re doing and decide to do. May god bless you. Amin.
Gym. Why r u so far away? Why r u starting to be full of hot girls? My insecurities is burning up. My laziness is killing me. I feel so far away. Im so fatigue. I’m so hungry. How can a palm size food fills u up? Even if it’s for every 3 hours. I’m thinking spaghetti. But too lazy to get pasta and the sauce but I’m so hungry. I’m thinking eat first and go to the gym an hour later and do hardcore weights and squad. Toned up my thighs and tummy. Push harder when it’s hurting. Do it until all the muscles are shaking. Take a shower and still fill that muscle shaking hours later. If I could just popped into a cab there n back without regretting later I would. I’m lazy. I could use someone with a car to drive me around. But I hate knowing people are waiting for me. It’s a rush. Rushing spoils everything.
The mysterious Bob who seats alone. Bony. Idk why I even have a crush on him. Not much of a swag. Damn Bob don’t you ever talk?
Just because u like orgasm and ure a slut? What the fuck! U must be sad, sick and outta ur mind.
I’m having butterflies at the pit of my stomach. At this time of the day. Thinking about something, someone, stuff. I find slight happiness lingering around my house, in my room, on my bed, sitting by my Mac. Stuff. I am still not ready to be in love. To be occupied with matters that my body, mind and soul will fight against itself. I’m missing something. I’m missing long conversation with no holding back, no filter. Contentment, bliss and serenity.
I wish for so many things that I can’t commit. I wish to be involve in to many activities that I don’t have the time and energy to carry out. I’m a sleeping person. I fall sick with lack of sleep. I need a nap partner.
